This song is a collaboration of the songs This Close, And I Told Them I Invented Times New Roman, Come Round Soon, Missing, and Closing In. These songs were mushed together in my head, in a never ending repetitive cycle. It is sad that it makes logical sense and would make a pretty good song.
This I Told Them. Come. Missing. Closing.
Had a dream hat we were dead, but we pretended that we still lived
With no regrets we never bled
And we took everything life could give.
But now you know that I am cold.
And I am found.
I lay without understanding....
I don't know, why I feel this way...
Oh it looks like rain tonight, and thank God.
Cause a clear sky just wouldn't feel right.
Something's missing in me.
I found it, deep within me!
Thus lovers, left me to bleed...
Alone.
Not once in life have I been real but I've never felt this close before.
Oh lay down girl, and take my world
I know why, I can't see your face.
And darling you are, the only exception.
And when I lifted up my hands to her,
She never lifted me.
Oh I may seem naive if I cry as you leave
Like I'm just one more tortured heart.
But baby don't be fooled...
Because these cracks that I show as I'm watching you go
Aren't tearing me apart.
Cause I know,
I'll see you soon....
I can't wait,
To be with you.
No I just can't sit still...
I'll be there babe.
It take's me back.
I remember, such a magical place....
It was all...
You....
I don't believe in lies.
I don't believe in lies.
I'd die for you.
12/9/09 Sydneys inner song
